Ok, here goes - I don’t want to be this involved in my children’s lives.
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I → go → lives
And I don’t think it’s good for them that I am.
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I → think → them
That may sound like a fairly shocking admission from a mother of two girls, aged nine and 11, but let me explain.
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me → sound → girls
Of course I want to know how they are, who their friends are, whether they’re happy and what’s going on in general.
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what → want → ?
What I don’t particularly want to know is that somebody needs €5 for a school activity on Thursday, PE gear on Wednesday, a form signed by Friday or that there will be a no-uniform day on some random Tuesday three weeks from now, which I am apparently expected to file away in the part of my brain that once contained useful information.
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that → want → information
I am their mother, but somewhere along the way I also appear to have become their PA, and September is when the workload really ramps up.
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workload → appear → way
We’re barely back at school and already I’m longing for midterm.
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I → ’re → midterm
If you have a child in primary school in Ireland, there’s a good chance you’ll also be familiar with what I have come to think of as Aladdin Anxiety.
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I → have → Anxiety
More than 2,900 Irish primary schools use the app, which means there must be an awful lot of parents who know the feeling of seeing a school notification pop up in the middle of a busy working day and experiencing an instant spike of panic.
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notification → use → panic
Who’s sick? Who’s injured? Who’s in trouble (clue: probably me).
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Who → ’ → trouble
At any one time I have approximately 19,682 unread emails, my WhatsApp is continually flashing with unopened messages and none of this is particularly compatible with my ADHD-riddled brain.
My own electronic admin is heavy enough.
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admin → have → brain
At any one time I have approximately 19,682 unread emails, my WhatsApp is continually flashing with unopened messages
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WhatsApp → have → messages
Then I go on to Aladdin, which seems to have upped the ante this year, possibly because its my eldest daughter’s final year in primary school - although I had rather hoped that approaching 12 might have bequeathed some responsibility upon her rather than creating additional administrative duties for me.
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approaching → go → me
The noticeboard is always, and I mean always, hopping with unread messages, and the very fact that they are unread speaks directly to my darkest maternal fear that I am not parenting hard enough.
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I → mean → fear
So I dutifully click, only to discover that quite a lot of the time the message is actually a pre-note about the real note that will shortly be coming home with my child for me to sign.
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me → click → child
Example: the HSE dental acceptance form will be in your child’s schoolbag soon (Excellent. Thank you for electronically notifying me of the imminent arrival of paperwork).
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form → thank → paperwork
This is especially baffling given that Aladdin is designed to eliminate said paperwork.
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Aladdin → give → paperwork
These kind of platforms are designed to make things easier, but I’m beginning to wonder about that.
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I → design → that
I now have an extraordinary amount of information about the minutiae of my children’s schoolgoing antics and I’m not convinced I need to know all of it.
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I → have → it
I sometimes feel judged by Aladdin.
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I → judge → Aladdin
Aladdin is designed to eliminate paperwork - but sometimes I feel judged by the app
For example, there’s none of the human flexibility of the old days when a child simply arrived five minutes late and no one made a fuss.
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one → design → fuss
Now, there is a permanent digital record of the morning you failed as a parent.
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you → be → parent
Meanwhile, I regularly tell my daughters to get their noses out of screens while spending an inordinate amount of time with mine buried in one, reading notifications about their schooling or activity groups (no wonder they think I’m a hypocrite).
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I → tell → schooling
And somehow, despite all our advances in equality, much of this relentless life admin still appears to find its way to mothers, if the impressively low profile of dads on class WhatsApp groups are anything to go by.
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profile → appear → groups
I had just about made my peace with the deluge of children’s birthday-party WhatsApp groups when, last Saturday, I discovered that an invitation to one of my daughter’s friend’s parties had been sitting on Aladdin instead.
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invitation → make → Aladdin
Cue blind panic with half an hour to get there, while my basic competence as a mother was called into question by my fuming nine year old (which is rich, given she spends five days of the week with the birthday girl).
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she → cue → girl
When did Aladdin become responsible for telling me where my children are going at the weekend too?
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children → become → weekend
There are plenty of things my daughters are old enough to start remembering and take responsibility for themselves, yet the digital system has made it remarkably easy for every forgotten PE kit, homework deadline, school trip, match, payment and permission slip to become my problem.
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kit → be → themselves
Our own parents knew approximately 40 per cent of what was happening at school.
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what → know → school
You announced at 9pm that you needed an empty Cornflakes box, three toilet rolls and a bin bag costume by morning.
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you → announce → morning
Things got done and to use a phrase that 100 per cent reveals my age, 'it didn’t do me much harm'.
I’m not suggesting we return to benign ignorance.
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we → do → ignorance
The apps are useful, schools need to communicate with parents and there are plenty of things I’m very glad to know -
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I → need → things
I’d just maybe like to know slightly less.
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I → like → less
Although with secondary school looming next year and two school systems to navigate, I fear the information overload has only just begun.
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overload → loom → ?
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