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Inside 'cursed' sex-filled Dutch movie so explicit it lay on the cutting room floor for decades with star killing himself days after filming ended - as it's finally released in cinemas

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Penty, S. (2026, September 27). Inside 'cursed' sex-filled Dutch movie so explicit it lay on the cutting room floor for decades with star killing himself days after filming ended - as it's finally released in cinemas. Daily Mail. https://www.dailymail.com/news/article-16150959/Inside-cursed-sex-filled-Dutch-movie-explicit-lay-cutting-room-floor-decades-star-killing-days-filming-ended-finally-released-cinemas.html?ns_mchannel=rss&ns_campaign=1490&ito=1490

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Diary of a Weak Yogi, a provocative Dutch film from 1993 filled with explicit sexual scenes and nudity, remained unreleased for over three decades due to its shocking content and the tragic suicide of lead actor Kamaran Abdulla shortly after filming concluded. Directed by Pim de la Parra and Ronaldo la Silva, the movie features two couples whose relationships deteriorate into jealousy and BDSM encounters, including a scene where Abdulla's character is violently whipped. The Dutch Film Fund initially refused to fund the project due to its controversial nature, leading to years of legal battles before the film could finally be completed and released in cinemas this year.
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Diary of a Weak Yogi, a provocative Dutch art-house film from 1993, was so explicit that it remained unreleased for over 30 years. The movie, directed by Pim de la Parra and Ronaldo la Silva, features nudity, sexual content, and scenes of violence like one where a character named Derek is whipped while strapped to a desk. After the lead actor Kamaran Abdulla committed suicide shortly after filming ended, the project faced numerous delays. Despite its controversial nature, Diary of a Weak Yogi finally premiered in theaters this year. The film follows two seemingly happy couples whose relationships deteriorate due to jealousy and sexual frustration. Director de la Parra passed away three years ago without seeing his work get a theatrical release.

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One scene shows character Derek being whipped by a group of people as he is strapped to a desk Character Loes appears in this still from the film riding her racehorse naked The controversial movie went unreleased for more than 30 years The film centres on two seemingly happy couples, whose relationships begin to unravel as jealousy, sexual frustration and resentment creep into their lives. Derek, played by Kamaran Abdulla, is a university professor married to Audrey, played by Manouk van der Meulen, a successful novelist. Their friends Robert, a painter preparing for an exhibition in Rotterdam, and his wife Loes, a motorcycle mechanic, appear to be equally settled. But as the four spend more and more time together, tensions begin to emerge.
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🔮 But it was not just the film's extremely graphic and disturbing scenes that would make its journey to the big screen so troubled.

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The Dutch art-house movie Diary of a Weak Yogi was made to shock audiences. asserted
Diary → make → audiences
When the black-and-white film was first screened at an independent film festival in 1993, viewers were confronted with a provocative story packed with nudity, jealousy and explicit, sexually-charged scenes. But the real drama unfolded behind the camera. asserted
drama → screen → camera
The film, directed by Pim de la Parra and Ronaldo la Silva, was so explicit that it never made it to theatres. asserted
it → direct → theatres
The production was further clouded by tragedy when its lead actor died by suicide just days after filming wrapped. asserted
filming → cloud → suicide
Now, more than 30 years after cameras stopped rolling, Diary of a Weak Yogi has finally reached cinemas. asserted
Diary → roll → cinemas
Director de la Parra, who died three years ago, never lived to see the film receive its theatrical release. asserted
film → die → release
One scene shows character Derek being whipped by a group of people as he is strapped to a desk Character Loes appears in this still from the film riding her racehorse naked The controversial movie went unreleased for more than 30 years The film centres on two seemingly happy couples, whose relationships begin to unravel as jealousy, sexual frustration and resentment creep into their lives. Derek, played by Kamaran Abdulla, is a university professor married to Audrey, played by Manouk van der Meulen, a successful novelist. Their friends Robert, a painter preparing for an exhibition in Rotterdam, and his wife Loes, a motorcycle mechanic, appear to be equally settled. But as the four spend more and more time together, tensions begin to emerge. asserted
tensions → show → time
In a turn of events, the couples swap partners, leading to a series of provocative encounters involving sadomasochism and BDSM. asserted
couples → swap → sadomasochism
The film goes beyond conventional romantic scenes, including disturbing sequences in which Derek is violently whipped by a crowd of people dressed in bondage gear, while another scene shows Loes riding her racehorse naked. asserted
Loes → go → racehorse
But it was not just the film's extremely graphic and disturbing scenes that would make its journey to the big screen so troubled. asserted
journey → make → screen
The movie's extreme nudity, alongside the suicide of actor Kamaran Abdulla just days after filming ended, shocked the conservative Dutch Film Fund, which refused to provide the money needed to complete production. asserted
which → end → production
Without the completion funds, the filmmakers were unable to carry out basic finishing work, which included adding the soundtrack, as well as the film's opening and closing credits De la Parra and la Silva eventually won lawsuits against the Film Fund, with courts ordering it to pay the grant money. asserted
courts → carry → money
Despite the rulings, the fund did not pay up, and the unfinished film remained stuck in limbo. asserted
film → pay → limbo
But the film's release was also clouded by tragic circumstances. asserted
release → cloud → circumstances
Abdulla, who played Derek, died by suicide aged just 34, only days after filming had wrapped. asserted
filming → play → suicide
The Dutch-Iraqi artist's death sent shockwaves through the production and cast a long shadow over the controversial movie. asserted
death → send → movie
In a recent interview, director Paul Ruven, who contributed on the film and secured its release this year, revealed that Abdulla agreed to play the leading role just one day before filming was meant to start. asserted
filming → contribute → role
'I called him around midnight for the role,' Ruven said. ' asserted
Ruven → call → role
He was willing, but he had just called his parents in Iraq to tell them he was going to commit suicide... asserted
he → call → suicide
But as far as he was concerned, the suicide could wait until after filming. uncertain
suicide → concern → filming
Because of that, Kamaran felt no shame whatsoever, because he wouldn't be around anymore anyway when the reviews came out. asserted
reviews → feel → shame
No other actor I know would expose himself like that. asserted
I → know → that
' The film centres on two seeminly happy couples, whose relationships begin to unravel as jealousy, sexual frustration and resentment creep into their lives The movie's extreme nudity, alongside the suicide of actor Kamaran Abdulla just days after filming ended shocked the conservative Dutch Film Fund, which refused to provide the money needed to complete production asserted
which → centre → production
For decades, Diary of a Weak Yogi remained an almost forgotten piece of Dutch cinema. asserted
Diary → remain → cinema
But more than three decades later, filmmaker Paul Ruven finally brought it to the big screen. asserted
Ruven → bring → screen
It was, he said, part of a promise made to his friend de la Parra, and a chance to finally give audiences a glimpse of Abdulla's last, raw leading performance. asserted
he → say → performance
Diary of a weak yogi is not the only European film to run into issues for its explicit content. asserted
Diary → run → content
French soft-porn movie Emmanuelle was released in 1974 and shocked viewers with its steamy scenes and focus on a woman's voyage of erotic discovery. asserted
movie → release → discovery
Following the life of teen Emmanuelle as she moves overseas to distant Bangkok, forsaking her marriage vows before she has even touched down by having two sexual encounters with strangers on the way over, the film caused a stir upon its release. asserted
film → follow → release
Deemed 'unacceptable to British taste', tasteless', and 'extremely problematic' the scandalous cult-classic was slammed in France for its striking representation of female sexuality. asserted
classic → deem → sexuality
The film broke several taboos of its time, including showing masturbation, having multiple sexual partners, and having sex with anonymous people - but despite the controversy, Emmanuelle was a box office sensation, selling nearly nine million tickets in France alone after being initially banned by French censors. asserted
Emmanuelle → break → censors
Becoming the first adult film to play in regular British theatres, the film went down in history as a landmark production and was one of the first French films to become a global phenomenon. asserted
film → become → films
Although the movie was watched by 50 million people around the world and played on the Champs-Elysees for a decade after its release, Emmanuelle had an overall negative reception. asserted
Emmanuelle → watch → reception
The censors and critics of the time were left fairly appalled by what some of the scenes entailed - from implied thrusting to an entire sequence showing a night club act in which a woman 'smokes' a cigarette with her vagina, which the British Board of Film Classification (BBFC) later deleted. asserted
Board → leave → Classification
Mainstream French audiences, however, lapped up the movie and its steamy contents, but the BBFC was left unconvinced that sex films were of great significance or importance to viewers. asserted
films → lap → viewers
As Stephen Murphy, Secretary of the BBFC, said in a letter addressed to several local councils: 'With the best will in the world, we were unable to see it in these terms. asserted
we → say → terms
'It struck us as a sex film quite outstandingly well photographed and edited but still containing material which, to our minds, would be unacceptable to British taste'. asserted
which → strike → taste
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